Take away all this emptiness I feel Cause I will never find another you
Once again I'm broken and alone.
My name is Stephanie and I don't know if I'll be okay again 16. Ask me things? *Trigger Warning*
My Dearest Allie. I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you. Noah
Nicholas SparksThe Notebook (via feellng)
I think you are so beautiful and the scars on your body makes you even prettier. As Demi said, they are battle wounds. I know it's hard for you but try to eat something. I can see that your mother loves you and cares about you enough to take you to a therapist. I know how it feels to have your heart broken by someone you love the most. But life doesn't stop for anyone. So keep your head up princess. You deserve life. <3


thank you. I really want to eat i honestly do, but every time i try its like my stomach is saying no and makes me feel horrible. i nibble at things, but i can’t just eat what i want to anymore and it sucks you know? I tried on a pair of jeans today because i managed to rip all of mine (okay so i’ve worn them for years because they’re really comfy) and the size that i tried on was a 25 and they were a bit big which really makes me upset because i’m not a 25 or a 24 i should be a size 28-30 like i used to be. i dropped 15 pounds since june then i gained 5 but im stuck at this now and i hate it because i feel too,… fragile. i thought i wanted this but when i got here i just look really sick. people point out how much my backbone sticks out and i can see the ribs that are in between my boobs and shit and its really not cute and my hair wont stop falling out and i can’t even go swimming or anything because then my mom will see how bad i’ve gotten. my stomachs sorta sunken in and its just really bad and im honestly a mess and i don’t want to be but i can’t get help without being put on drugs or locked up so im just really scared and really alone honestly and i just don’t know what to do. I need to get better, i’ve known that for years but i just can’t do it and idk why. I’m too afraid to get better because when i do i get pissy and grumpy and sassy and i push people away and that’s what i did and i knew that this would happen and so i fucked everything up because i tried to get better, because trying to get better is really hard when this is what i’ve done for the past 4 years. but it’s okay and i deserve this. i’m sorry this is much more than you asked for but i’m really tired and i can’t stop crying and im a messand i really need someone to talk to and i just dont know . sorry :(

So I made a new blog that’s going to eventually replace my diary page. I’ll like it to my blog under journal. You can still read my diary at these-fading-scars.tumblr.com/progress

Suddenly, every song was about you.
loving you in six words (via say-cheesecake)

My Mad Fat Diary- S2E7


My Mad Fat Diary- S2E7

I fucking lost it as soon as I lost you
haha come back (via pure-desolation)